head too full to sleep tonight. can’t even take a straight photo. so tired. but I don’t want to close my eyes. don’t want do anything - not txt or talk; or plan for the future; or worse, look back. just lie here, in this moment. no poetry, just disconnected thought. sometimes my low light is just waking up. but hey, its not about me. i know You are bigger than any of this. keep calm. i know You are with me.